Back to that weakness, back to the point where the relationship is killing me slowly and I can’t leave cause I’m too weak or in love I don’t know, back to the heartache and pain and crying myself to sleep cause no one cares enough to hold me tight and not to let me go to sleep broken-hearted, back to that shit again, cause I’m a fucking human who needs someone and can’t stand loneliness, back to when happiness is rare and pain is at every corner, back to where hurt is the price I pay for being attached to someone and being convinced I’m in love, back to where selfishness stands still so strong undefeatable and selflessness is the 300 Spartans who marched to their death hole with a heart full of love and loyalty, back to where losing faith in myself and doubting the goodness in me is the only choice I have cause it’s just too hard for someone like me to be happy or even deserve to be near that, back to the count down for the beginning of the race, the race where my tears fall faster than anything, where words can’t describe the pain anymore, where love is the biggest misery of all times.
#Heartache #Pain #Love #selfless #brokenhearted
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